Here’s another post about my 100-day self portrait project. I’ve completed the 100 days, so this post includes self portraits 81 through 100. You can find the first 80 in these posts:
#1-16: https://rachelimsland.com/2019/04/18/1-16-self-portraits-4-18-2019/
# 17-34: https://rachelimsland.com/2019/05/09/17-self-portraits-5-9-2019/
# 35-50: https://rachelimsland.com/2019/05/23/35-50-self-portraits-5-23-2019/
# 51-65: https://rachelimsland.com/2019/06/06/51-65-self-portraits-6-6-2019/
#66-80: https://rachelimsland.com/2019/06/20/66-80-self-portraits-6-20-2019/
You can also find them all on my Instagram stories.
81. in the reds 82. 83. 84. 85. 86. 87. 88. 89. 90. 91.

93. 94. 95. 96. 97. 98.


On the 82nd day of this series, I learned that my son had died unexpectedly. You can see that I stopped captioning or describing each photo. And I was working ahead a few days, so those first few drawings after I learned this tragic news seem ‘normal.’ But on day 86, I turned into grief mode. These were mainly created with oil stick and china markers, and I drew and colored with an urgent intensity. I’m still drawing this way. I think it’s one way to work through my grief. The final piece, a watercolor, is one that’s been in progress for awhile.
I’ll write more about what I learned from this 100-day practice in a future blog post.
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